the night i became my Master's slavegirl
by
~venus~
i had been dating this guy for a few weeks now and it was getting kind of serious.... yet we lived a ways from one another and so it was hard to come and go from his life back to mine. i found myself meeting him more frequently and staying longer periods of time with him. i began to get scared..scared of falling for him hard..scared of falling in love with him.... so i started to push away.... to get him to want to leave me..that would be easier than falling in love with him and then getting hurt later. so i pushed and pushed.... never knowing ..but wondering, if he were a Dom.... he'd say and do things like he was..but i was always afraid to ask him outright. yet he'd take control so fast..he captured my heart, my mind and my soul..... and i was beginning to be more and more submissive to him... and this scared me greatly..for i have never been submissive to anyone..ive always had to be the one in control.... but i've craved to let the power go..for a Dom to take it..to take me.... now it was happening. |
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| the last night we were together, i knew it was the last night i'd see him..i had to push him away that night.... i guess he sensed something and so he looked at me and said "venus, i know what youre trying to do..and it isnt going to work.... youre mine and i refuse to let you go".... i just looked to him in his eyes and sighed heavily. he took my hand and led me to his car. he said he needed to take me somewhere before i left the next day. that he needed to tell me something and show me something. | ||
| we got to his car and he opened the door for me and then he came around and got in the driver's side and sat down.... he pulled out something form his glove compartment and told me to close my eyes. he placed a blindfold on me and told me that i couldn't know where he was taking me.... that i just needed to trust him and know that i could feel safe with his judgement. i took a deep breath and sat back.... not even attempting to remove the blindfold. i was sooo sure that he was a Dom but i couldnt bring myself to ask him because i didnt want to be disappointed if he said no or asked me what that meant. so i just sat back and enjoyed the fantasies running thru my mind and the little bit of submissiveness i was feeling.... i thought that that would be all that would happen. |
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| after a little drive..seemed like it took forever.... he stopped the car and got out... then opened my door and grabbed my hand... i asked him if i could remove the blindfold and he said "NO venus..from this point on you have no say in any matter...for the rest of the night" i gasped for air...as the submissive feelings flooded my body and i began to feel weak in my legs...he could tell i was weaker and so he held on to me tight..reassuring me that i was in the best of care... that he wanted to keep me and that i just needed to learn some things. i nodded my head in anticipation. | ||
| he walked me thru a door... then said hello to some man... i was a bit panicy... wondering who would say hi to him and not like freak out cuz i was in a blindfold. he kept walkin me further and further into some room... thru a few doorways...and then i heard other people... i was scared...i thought i was like in a restaurant or a club... and that we would get into trouble... i heard him again and again say hello to people... and hearing them say hello to him..calling him Sir... my mind started drifting... i felt as if i stepped out into a dream ... a fantasy of mine.... but it was real..i was living this... yet the anticipation of disapointment still consumed me... thinking any minute that he'd rip off the blindfold and itd be like some surprise party for me.. but i couldn't figure out why there'd be a party for me...cuz it wasn't my birthday, or anything else that could be celebrated. i was sooo confused. | ||
| he reached up and grabbed my hair lightly and kept it snug in his grasp.... pulling gently back.... saying to me that no matter what i was to trust him..that he would never ever do anything to hurt me physically or emotionally...and that hed never ever let another persona hurt me either... yet that some things that might happen may be painful... but that i was to trust him that the pain i felt was also pleasure... and to just relax and let my mind go... he then told me to sit down and wait for him.. he sat me down and walked away...leaving me sit there with the blindfold on. a few minutes past...then a few more minutes.... i began to fidget around in the chair...i was getting nervous..that he left me... but then i thought..no no he said he'd not hurt me...i was still getting scared though..maybe he stepped out and got hurt..and couldn't get back to me... i started to say his name.... i started feeling around me.... thinking maybe he was close to me watching me.... when i thought that i began to feel a bit horny.... but i was scared.... i yelled out his name.... saying it louder and louder..also saying that if he didnt answer me i was going to remove the blindfold myself..... i went to try to remove the blindfold and i was shocked.... there was a padlock on it.... i could not remove it.... it was tight...now i was beginning to feel claustraphobic. i started crying.... yelling for him..crying harder.... at that point i just curled up into a ball and buried my head.... crying.... then i felt a breath on my shoulder..and heard a whisper in my ear... saying "venus, sweetie, you must trust me... you must know that i am always with you..watching out for you...watching over you." then he wiped the tears from my cheek and stood me up.... i hugged him tight and he kissed my forehead. i thought that we were done and he'd take the blindfold off... little did i know..that the night had only begun. | ||
| i couldnt take it anymore... i had to know if he was a Dom..... if i was knowing this or if i were going crazy...so i just blurted it out...."are you a Dom?" he laughed a little...not at me but like my question was soo sweet and innocent... he said "yes sweetie...and i am your Dom..... and by the end of the night i will be your Master" i didnt say a word..... i think my mind left me at that point..... i was totally overcome by emotions and a chill that engulfed me. he stood me up next to a wall..and told me to strip... to slowly remove all of my clothes and hand them to him... i hesitated and he told me "baby, i wont be so nice the next time i have to ask you to remove your clothes" i took a deep breath and slowly began lifting my linin white top over my head.... once i reached it to my face i froze.... i shook my head no.... then i felt a firm slap on my face. not really painful..but it got my attention that he was serious.... he didn't have to ask me again.... i lifted my top up and over my head and let it fall to the floor.... he made like a growling sound and yet didn't say a word to me... i thought it was because i was going too slowly.... so i grabbed my skirt and lowered it down over my thighs... and to the floor and then lifted my feet out one by one and kicked it over to him. i stood there holding my breasts in my hands...i had no bra on to hide behind... yet i did have thong panties on..... he told me that i could leave the panties on for now. | ||
| he saw me shivering..not cuz i was cold..but because i was nervous... anxious... excited.. he realized that these were all good feelings..... so he didn't offer me comfort in this feeling... he knew the comfort would come from his attention.. i leaned into him and whispered that i needed to go to the bathroom... that i had to pee bad... please may i go? i said.... he didn't say a word..he held my hand and led me up a few steps... i thought he was taking me to the bathroom.. we got to the top of the few steps and then he stopped.... he said "now little one.... im gonna remove your blindfold..so that you may know where we are... but im not gonna allow you to talk...is that understood??" i said yes Sir.... he went to remove my blindfold and i said "but Sir".... (the Sir responses seemed most appropriate and natural to me at this point) as i said that he grabbed my face and said that he just told me i wasnt allowed to speak... now he has to fix that so that i dont mess up again.. i could hear him reaching for something then he pressed something up to my mouth and told me to open my mouth... that this may be a bit unpleasant at first .but i would soon get used to it.. and that it was for my own good...that it would help me learn. so i opened my mouth and he pushed in like a ball.... it had straps on it and i could feel him tighten them around my head... i tried to push the ball out with my tongue and i couldn't... i moaned loud and whimpered to him... i heard the click of a pad lock securing the gag in place.. and i reached up to feel the gag and he let me for a second... then he grabbed my arms and pulled them above my head and wrapped rope around them and fastened them to something above my head. i couldn't move my arms..and i couldn't speak... and i still had the blindfold on at this time..i tried to walk away and move but i couldn't..i tried to talk to him but i couldn't... then he said "sweetie, now I'm gonna remove your blindfold..and then you can see where you are and your surroundings... ok??" i nodded my head yes... thinking that he some how has tricked me and i was like in his basement and we were alone...and that the people in the background i heard was just the tv or something... i nodded yes again. | ||
| he reached behind my head and unlocked the padlock and then slowly removed my blindfold... telling me to keep my eyes shut and slowly open them..for the light may hurt them right off..give my eyes time to adjust. the blindfold came off and i did as he said... slowly opening my eyes... then i started to see figures and forms...and light.. as my eyes adjusted i realized that there were in fact people here with us... that maybe we weren't in his basement... then i could see... my eyes widened huge... as i looked around the room..it was a little dark..but there were people sitting around and standing watching me...and all around were people half naked..or naked and the men were spanking the women.... i knew i was in a bdsm dungeon of some kind... i was in shock..i was excited,..i was scared...i was all kinds of emotions i had never felt before...i continued to look around the room..then realizing that he wasn't next to me any more... i looked for him everywhere... finally noticing him sitting at the bar talking to other men and their subs.... i tried to yell out for him but all that came out was muffled gibberish... MMMMPHHHH hahahkjhngfl hskjhgksl MMPph. at that point i remembered that i had to pee...and i was wondering if he forgot that i asked him if i could go... i thought that i wouldn't be able to hold it much longer..and so i waited for him to return to me... meanwhile keeping an eye on the people watching, inspecting me... they were close to me... looking me up and down... poking my skin with crops and such.... touching me with the crops or whatever... i tried to back away from them... i tried to tell them no...but i couldn't.... no one touched my pussy but still they touched my breasts and my ass... i looked to him.... wishing hed come back to me.... but he was talking still...every now and then looking over at me..maybe making sure that no one was going any further. i tried to let him know that i had to pee very badly.... i crossed my legs and squatted a bit..... squirming around .... looking at him..moaning then i noticed he was watching me... and he smiled softly at me... like a grin.... and then he sat back in his chair and looked at me then at the floor i was standing on.... at that point i knew i had to go then that i couldn't hold it any longer... i thought how bad this would look... how much in trouble i'd be if i lost control..... how embarrassed i'd be.... at that same time i thought how much this was exciting me... to not be able to do anything... to lose that control.... he took it from me... he had control of me... and i felt free... i felt wonderful..and as i basked in that glory i released my urine.... i felt it running down my legs... hot and wet.... thru my panties.... i moaned sooo loudly..... i looked to him...... he was leaning forward in his chair..and he was smiling at me... not like laughing..but like he was proud of me...... his friends were smiling too..... at that moment i know that i was in his control..that i was his... how could i ever leave him... i continued to release the last drops of pee into my panties.... and moaned more and more as i heard the drops hitting the floor and my feet...... the next thing i knew he was next to me..... telling me he was proud of me...yet i was very naughty for peeing here on the floor thru my panties... in front of everyone.... that i needed to be punished.... i nodded yes to him.... i was weak in my thoughts..like i was a bit spacey... he undid my hands from the ceiling... and told me to get down on my knees in front of him... i lowered myself to my knees and looked up at him...then he told me to follow him... to crawl behind him... over to this cross thing.... i got my hands down and began following him to the cross..crawling... looking around seeing everyone watching me.... not knowing if i was liking this or not.... yet i was soooo horny.... i wanted him soo badly.... for him to just take me there and then... yet i knew that wouldnt happen...for we have never had intercourse yet..... we've only played a bit.... pleasing one another orally.... i wanted to suck his cock...i wanted to do it there in front of everyone..to show everyone how much i loved to please him... he then pulled me up and pressed me up against the cross facing the cross..spreading my arms over head and my legs..to form the cross then he tied my hands and ankles to the cross.... he said "now look..i have to dry your pee off you... i shouldnt have to do this... naughty naughty girl"..... i looked back as he reached into a bag and pulled out a flogger... i took a deep breath and turned my head back to in front of me.... SWAT SWAT went the flogger across my ass...then on my thighs.... it stung.... and it hurt..but i liked it... owwww i muffled thru the gag.... i looked back at him..... he came up and grabbed my hair firmly and said to me "now face forward..and take this.... you need this... you need to submit..... you are mine baby.... right??" i nodded yes. SWAT SWAT SWAT... ohhhhhhh the pain i felt.... the stinging .... the burning... then he walked beside me..and said watch this sweetie...as he grabbed a lever thing at the side of the cross... he pulled it and it made the cross lay down... parallel to the floor... now i was like on a cross table.... my head hung down.... and i then felt something like steel run up my leg...... i tried to look back but i couldn't tell what it was.... then i saw it..it was a knife.... and at that moment... i felt him use it to tug on my panties.... cutting them off me..... then he placed the knife back away...... and laid the wet panties on the floor so i'd have to look at them....then he laid the knife down on top of them.. he whispered to me that he did that so that i would know that he was in charge... that i had no choice..... i nodded yes to him.... then i felt more slapping...like a crop...... slap slap slap... oowwwwwwwwww i moaned..... and tears began to flow from my eyes.... the pain was intense...but the pleasure i felt from him having the power over me was more intense..... i felt soo free...and so the tears stopped....i felt as if i were in another world... ... i felt so close to him..... he then came around in front of me and asked me if i wanted to please him..i nodded yes.... then he said that i had to get to it if i wanted his cock.... he pushed his cock up to my face..and he undid my gag..pulled it out of my mouth .... so then i undid his pants and belt with my mouth.... unzipped his pants..and pulled them down all with my mouth.... anxiously awaiting to please him.... then i felt him...i felt how excited he was.... i felt his hard cock against my mouth..... so i hungrily took his cock into my mouth...licking and swirling my tongue around the head..up and down the shaft.... around his balls.... licking them..... sucking them in..... back up and down... he grabbed my hair and held my head up as i pleased him... he moaned and pressed into me further.... i took his cock in and out of my mouth.... continuously.... then he stopped...he backed out of my mouth...and said "no more sweetie".... "ohhhhhhhhhh" i moaned out..."please Sir..let me suck your cock more ... please Sir"... "NO little one"..he did his pants back up and walked back behind me again.... except this time he removed his belt..... he folded it in half..and struck my ass and thighs.... then lightly tapping my clit.... he said "do you like that baby??" i nodded yes and said "yes Sir"..SLAP SLAP he hit me harder witht he belt.... "oohhhhhhhh Sir that hurts"...he told me that i was naughty and that thats what hapens when a girl is naughty.... i looked back at him and sighed..... SLAP SLAP again his belt went.... he slapped my ass thighs and clit till i started crying again..then he stopped..and took his belt and placed it around my head...like a gag..holding it behind my head firmly... he then asked me if i wished to be his slavegirl forever?? i nodded yes to him and looked up with tear filled eyes...he smiling softly at me and leaned over and kissed my forehead.. then he told me that i needed to lay still not move and not scream out... he said "venus sweetie, im going to put my mark on you...so that it'll last forever... a symbol of our relationship..our love...our devotion..and a reminder to you little one that you belong to me and only me.... is that clear girl??" i nodded yes..thinking what could he do that would leave such a mark..i wondered if he meant like a welt from a crop or like such..or maybe a collar... but i could remove that..i had no idea what he meant.. then a man appeared in front of me... and asked him if this was the slavegirl?? my Sir said yes and shook his hand... now i was very bewildered.... and nervous...anxious and excited.... | ||
| the man sat down behind me.... in between my spread legs.... i panicked... i thought my Sir was letting this man have me..like he loaned me out..i struggled and struggled to break free...my Sir held my head tight with the belt and smacked my ass very hard with his hand.... telling me to stop squirming..to lay still.... he told me "baby...if you move around so much what is about to happen will hurt you very much...now trust me little one...lay still and enjoy the rush of emotions" i whimpered to him...i kept thinking that he would never hurt me..that i had to trust him..that i loved him.... that i wanted to be his and only his.... and if he told me to do something i needed to trust his judgement...so i layed there..still ...he ran his hand over my pussy lips and found that i was sooo wet...he told me that bad girls shouldn't be wet when they were being punished.... that he had no guilt feeling for the pain i was about to receive.... | ||
| the next thing i knew i was feeling a slight stinging sensation..it hurt... my ass was in pain.... it was like little pricks on my cheek.... i looked back...yelling thru the belt gag.... my Sir turned my head back around and told me that i could see soon enough.... to hold still and be patient.... the pain was intense..and i couldnt move.... i was scared and hurting...but almost a good hurting... the man commented on how nice things were looking... i was stunned..what could he be doing?? why was i in such pain..what is this little prickling on my ass cheeek ... "ooooooooooooowwwwwwww" i yelled out...and sobbed heavily.... "ohhhhhhh Sir...please" i muffled thru the gag...... "stop stop...please Sir"...he just held my head tight..leaned over and kissed me...and whispered.."almost baby..hold still ...take the pain for me.... you are soon mine..only mine." a rush of chills swept thruout my body...flooding me with emotions.... it was almost orgasmic..... if he would have touched my clit i would have come...... i wanted him sooo badly...inside me.... i wanted sooo badly to give all of me to him.... "ohhhhhhhhhh" i moaned again and again... pulling at the restraints.... then it stopped.... and i layed there.... i looked up at him...then laid my head down and didn't say a word...... my Sir leaned over and removed the belt from my mouth... rubbing my back and he said "ohhh baby i'm sooo proud of you.... you took the punishment sooo well...and now you can be rewarded....." | ||
| so he moved the cross back upright and gently rubbed some ice over my ass.... telling me that i was his now... that he's marked me..no other can have me... i nodded and said "yes Sir"..and i asked him..."Sir".... and he stopped me..and said "now you will call me 'Master' baby..ok???" i said "yes Master"...ohhhhhhhhh i moaned as those words came from my lips...i had craved to say that for sooo long...so i kept repeating it.... yes Master yes Master..softly... just a slight whisper.... then i asked..what was his mark that he made?? he held out a mirror for me to look into ..i looked and gasped for air as i saw the tatoo of Rs on my ass cheek...he stated that it meant Rim's slave.... "ohhhhhhhhhhhh thank you Master...thank you Master" i moaned to him..... ohhhh i felt sooooooooo happy...sooo fulfilled i ws proud of my mark...i was happy to have it..i felt sooo complete. | ||
| he then reached in his bag and pulled out a collar... he said "venus baby..my slavegirl..this is for you"..to signify everything only this one i could wear out ..when no one could see his mark....then he asked me what i'd like at that point..i thought for a second and grinned..that i wanted to finish giving all of me to him..that i wanted him to have all of me.... he knew what i meant... he smiled at me and then unhooked me from the cross...and i was then in another world....i was sooo full of emotions... he took me over to some chains hanging from the ceiling... and there was like a swing thing hanging from the chains.... i just held on to him.... he placed me into the swing and secured my legs and arms in the restraints..... he knew how i sooooo wished to be taken by him when restrained and captive of him... my Master....ohhhh i love thinking and saying that... i layed in the swing and said thank you Master.... mmmmmmmmmmm then he placed the gag back into my mouth...and began kissing me pasionately over the ball..... i tried sooo hard to kiss him back..rubbing my lips on his face and lips.....whimpering because i couldn't kiss him back.. then he reached into his pocket and pulled out some clamps.... he stepped back and leaned in and kissed my nipples... getting them soo hard... ohhhhh Master..... he placed the clamps on my nipples.... oohhh i moaned..it hurt and yet felt sooo wonderful..i could feel his power..i could feel his control...... he reached down between my legs and swatted my clit a few times...swat swat swat.... then he swatted me harder...and harder...SWAT SWAT...ohhhh Master i yelled thru the gag...i dont think i knew what i was thinking after that...and at that point i felt him enter me.... "OOHHHHH MMMMMMMM" i moaned...he held on to the swing chains and thrust himself into me harder and faster..then slowly ..deeper and deeper.... all the time telling me that i was his...that i belonged to him..forever.... he said ohhhh slavegirl.... he told me i was sooo wet..that he loved how i felt..that i was tight around his cock.... "mmmmmmmm" he moaned... and asked me if this is what i wanted..."yes Master..ohhh yes Master"..... then i felt him release himself inside me.... sooo warm...so powerful...... my pussy squeezed his cock over and over as i came on my Masters cock.... mmmmmmmmmmm he kissed my neck and told me that he loved me..and that we were going home..to our home... i sighed and moaned.....mmmmmmmm Master i thought..... he then unrestrained me from the swing...and stood me up.... then hugged me...and kissed my gag again.... he removed the gag..kissing me once again... and he then pulled out the blindfold once more..he slipped it back over my eyes..i asked "why Master??"...he told me that he wanted this night to remembered for what happened here...only....no other interferences...... so once the blindfold was on...he slipped my shirt and skirt back onto me...and led me out the many doorways.... saying bye to the voices ...them saying bye Sir to him... and back to the car.... he placed me inside and then he got in and we drove home.... to our home.. the night was over..but my submission to my Master *grin* has only just begun.... | ||
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